Once Upon a Time…

“NOT ALL STORIES END IN HAPPILY EVER AFTER.”

I met (here in the internet) this guy. I posted something that caught a famous blogger’s attention and it got crazy amount of notes. Then I saw somebody followed me. The URL and the dp caught my attention so I checked his blog and it’s nice so I followed back. We became friends on Facebook and I liked almost all of his public pictures of his self. They were worth liking! He said thanks, etc. We became friends here on Tumblr, TA-ed back and forth. And I started to like him. 

I didn’t tell him because I don’t wanna ruin our good relationship. But he messaged me  one time a pick-up line that really made me “kilig”. And our convo went on. That was full of cheesy yet true lines, until he confessed his real feelings for me. He likes me. That was a heaven feeling for me. 

A week passed and he posted a video of “Hindi Kita Iiwan” by Sam Milby. Then it has a caption: “AKIN KA NA LANG PREI” and the ‘PREI’ is long. I was shocked. I seriously didn’t know what to say and how to react. Then he messaged me. We had this non-sense conversation that all I did was to say SORRY. I also told him the truth about my fucking feelings.

Weeks passed, he didn’t talk to me. I waited. Week before Christmas he said he misses me. I replied an “I MISS YOU TOO” then no reply again. Several days before Christmas he asked if I’m a dim light. I asked why, he answered something that I didn’t get at first but I thought about it and I finally knew what he meant by that.

Until now, I still don’t hear anything from him. But just last night, I read his blog lots of anons are asking about me and him. Well, I don’t care now as much as I did before.